Am I healable?

Growing up I always had a smile on my face. I’ve always been an innately happy soul, but I always wondered “Why do I have these feelings of pain and deep underlying sadness”? I felt shameful for feeling this way and always hid it! I would think to myself am I healable?

as I’ve aged, gotten married, and started a family, I’ve realized that there is a higher power at work here. The fact that I can feel such deep love and joy from my spouse and baby girl, I knew that someone out there, God, saw me with such pure love allowing me to love and be loved was truly remarkable. The realization that I am worthy of love. That I am divine. That i am healable. So whenever you feel like an impossible task for God to heal, Remember the gift you have to be able to feel love for those in your life, how adored you are by them, and then remember how your creator must feel about you. he sees your beautiful heart and he will mend that beautiful heart.